Do you feel the same way?

Maybe this is an unfulfilled dream, that comes to haunt me in all ways. every day, every now and then. Do you feel the same?

Music is profound. it touches in so many ways. Every time I listen to a masterpiece, an enthralling piece of art I imagine playing the piano or drums or another instrument along with it, usually in front of a small crowd, part of a group, and sometimes alone.

Why this happens to me, is it my life purpose that comes back to me again and again and again? As if it is the unfinished dream as if it is what I seek, and as if that is all I want.

Is that my life purpose or my past life, what is it? why does something so simple, a few strings of an instrument, a few chords of the piano have that effect on me?

Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe this is the outcome of trauma. Maybe this is not. Do you feel the same way? If yes then what is it?